suspend jew...!!!

suspend...!!! pe jadahnye nie....

x la...nk cter ckit....sgt x suke bile de someone nie suke wat suspend kat aku....dye suke send msg kat aku yg cntoh2 ayat mcm nie "sowie klau i de skitkan ht u....i bnyk wat slh kat u..."

ape mknenye tu....aku s'dr x phm...sdgkn aku ngn dye xde ape2 mslh pown...xde pown gduh ke ape...bru je pg td ckp kat aku "rndu u"....tibe2 ptg ckp cmtu lak...iiissshhhh....

kdg2 aku s'dr x phm ngn prangai guys nie kan...suke taw main teka teki....then suke biar stu hal tu t'gantung cmtu jew....at least kne la trg kan ape yg dye ckp tu kan...then bile aku tnye kat dye...
dye bls cmnie lak..."dh la x yah pning2 pkir k" la...ckp cmtu lak...adoiii...SGT tension....!!!

ssh sgt ke nk explain kat aku nie...bkn aku nk mrh ke ape ke...ckp je r...aku xnk dye wat SUSPEND kat aku mcm yg lps2...dh 2x aku kne...if it's gonna happen again...damn...!!!

i hate...!!! please la...xnk la main2 cmnie...msg2 dh bsr...dh taw pkir...aku adlh sowang pompuan yg sgt simple...klau nk ckp nak...klau xnk...let me go....or i let u go...kan sng...no lying...no painful...no dying...and no LOVE....

hhhmmmm...aku pown x psti la smpi bler nk cmnie....mmg la relationship nie xde komitmen...tp jgn la suke2 wat aku cmnie...jgn la suke2 tuk skitkan ht aku...bg aku...aku dh try sebaik mgkin tu deliver dri aku dlm relationship cmnie...aku dh sebaik mgkin wat dye happy...jge hati dye...jge prasaan dye...tp....hhhmmm....no ones know how i'm feel ryte now...:(

hhhmmm...bia la mse yg tntukan...yg pntg aku happy dgn dye...dye pown happy biler dgn aku...ssh la nk puaskan hti sume org kan...aku nie just wanita biase yg taw mcmne rsenye bile kite disakiti...huhuuhu...

klau bleh aku xnk la bnde nie b'ulang lg...ckup la dugaan sblm nie...it's very painful...!!! aku dh maafkan dye buat kli kedua...tp utk kli ketiga mgkin ssh bg aku...lgi pown dye dh jnji xnk skitkan ht aku lg kan...xnk lagi tipu2 aku...aku pgg janji dye tu...


p/s : to him ~ u...i btul2 x phm pe yg u try tuk ckp kat i...u ade wat slh ape kat i...??? i ok je ngn u kan...xde mslh pown...i happy dgn u...i just nk u taw...i xnk lagi u tipu i mcm yg lps2...and please...jgn wat suspend2 mcm nie kat i...i x kish kite cmnie...i happy u pown happy...but don't u ever hurt me again...i begging u...plz...klau u nk just say so...klau xnk...i let u go...or at least let me go....